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[The video flickers on and Oz is sitting on his bed, looking very annoyed and bothered. Nurses had just come to tell him for the fiftieth time that 'chains' aren't real and how whatever world he lived in was all in his head. Among other things that he wasn't too happy to hear right now.]

Hey! Doctors!

Listen up! I don't care if you're listening or not, but I just want to clarify that the last year or so of my life has NOT been made-up and I'm sick of hearing about it all! [An annoyed glare and he's very tempted to throw the communicator at the wall]

It might have been funny in the beginning but it's annoying now. Got it?

[[ooc: Oz isn't entirely high-risk but the nurses keep an eye on him as he's been diagnosed with a form of PTSD that came after his father traumatized him as a young child and now has delusions of living in a world with chains, an abyss and that it's all in his head. Oh. Not to mention they tell him it stems from what they've pretty much summed up as his denial of dealing with his father and that they think he created this world to get away from it all. So.. have fun~~?]]

Oi.

[Oz appears on the video, arms crossed over his chest and looking indignant and upset, green eye twitching in annoyance and it's evident that yeah, he's been away for a while but looks not too bad considering the recent events and all]

I know I haven't been around for the last while but I lost this stupid communicator. Not that it makes anything more interesting around here... [sighs shortly and runs a hand through his hair, unfolding his arms in the process]

But anyway. I came on here... to ask if anyone's seen my servant, Gilbert. I haven't seen him in a long time and he's been lacking as a servant. [pauses] He's got wavy, dark black-brown hair and gold eyes and is really anti-social~

If anyone knows where he is, let me know ♥

[[ooc: I live~! Hello everyone and sorry for the uber long fail that was me and not posting -sob- anyway i'm back now so... hi~?]]

[The video soon shows Oz, who looks not only miserable, but way beyond tired. There's slight dark bags under his eyes, his hair's messed up a bit and he's dressed in what looks to be a pale blue pajama set, with his left shoulder bared a bit as he'd only thrown on the shirt just because he doesn't want people to see the scars on his chest.

Simply though, he does look less than happy and beyond exhausted]

...Trying to sleep isn't working.

What's.. going on? This place has a bad sense of humor. I mean... [closes his eyes for a minute] I... want sleep. It's good and such for uh.. that.. thing. Wait! Thinking.

[sighs]

This better not last long...

Ne! Tamaki!

Hey! I'm bored! Why don't we go do something around here?

We haven't spent time together in a REALLY long time and we're brothers so I see no reason why we shouldn't hang out~

Current Mood: happy

[Good thing this isn't on video. Oz is visibly rattled by this event and the screams have gotten to him. When he speaks, his voice is drained and a little shaky]

I don't like this at all. The night.. all this noise..

Can't someone make it stop? I want out of this place with all of this going on.

[A sigh]

It's too much. Too much to bear. Even I can only take so much

Current Mood: blah

[This time the video clicks on and at first it's focused on the ceiling before it turns onto a rather nice sight. It shows a rather handsome twenty-five year old blonde man with lovely green eyes, his features older and more refined, blonde hair wet and a towel around his neck so it's easy to tell where he just was. His hair looks a fair bit longer than before and from what the camera shows, his chest and torso is a fair bit more defined with some muscles that hadn't been there before]

I rather like this event. It's awesome!

I mean... I look older and yet i'm not. I have always wanted to know what it would be like for me to match that time I spent in the Abyss.

[A pause and he reaches up to brush some locks aside from in front of his eyes before he clears his throat, looking rather serious]

...My name is Oz Bezarius. Head of the Bezarius family. I cannot accept such actions unless there are some appropriate consequences.

[Then the smile is back and he's snickering. So amused by how much more mature and not-boyish his voice sounds as he speaks and just how believable his last statement sounded] Whoah. That sounds SO cool when I say it now.

Current Mood: amused

[The feed clicks on and shows Oz, pouting a little and juuuuuuuuust maybe looking a bit adorable and put out with his rather vibrant wings before he smiles and flutters them a bit. He's dressed in a sort of tanktop with the holes poked out the back to accommodate his new wings as it wouldn't do to ruin his other shirts~]

You know~ This isn't all bad~

I've always kinda wondered what it was like to have wings~

[Pauses before grinning]

I was kinda... hesitant about this but it might actually be a bit fun. I mean.. this whole place is like some kinda big tree, too!

Anyone else want to show what their wings look like~?

Current Mood: bouncy

[The video clicks on and at first all you can see is a flash of something pink before there's some muted muffled noises and then the camera moves back and it's pointed at the ceiling briefly]

...I kinda thought this little guy was cool but..

[Anger lines Oz's voice and it's apparent why when he turns the video to himself. Blonde hair is now an ungodly hue of pink [as seen in the icon] and his one eye is twitching a bit in anger]

I don't really like this. [Tugs at a pink strand] This stuff won't come out easy at all either... Wonder how long they're gonna be here and -- HEY! [A pillow narrowly misses his head and he sighs] Wonderland's got a weird sense of humor if it thinks we'd enjoy such things like this...

Current Mood: annoyed

...Ch.

You filthy idiots. Running around like you do not know who you are.

Like rats.

[A scoff]

It's rather disgusting and annoying.

[[ooc: -cough- For now, Oz thinks he's his father, Zai Bezarius. The one man whom he's hated for a while in his life. He's a pretty big asshole so tread lightly xD]]

Current Mood: annoyed

[Whether he realizes it's on or not, it's unsure, but the voice function kicks in over the comm device and there's a lot of paper crunching heard before Oz's small voice sounds nearby]

"I care nothing about a /thing/.."

"If you would have stayed in the abyss, nobody would have noticed you'd left..."

[A sigh and more crunching of paper]

...Don't these letters have any creativity?

"...You're a disgusting disgrace and your father should have disowned you"

"I wish you hadn't ever existed, you dirty brat.."

[His breath hitches and he crumples up another piece of paper and despite his tone, one can tell he's hurting more than he lets on]

It's funny. I didn't think so many people actually hated me this much....

Current Mood: drained

[The device flickers on and Oz is grinning rather brightly. Her hair is grown out to her shoulders and her green eyes look so damn happy. Her dress shirt is open enough to show her cleavage a bit and she doesn't seem to mind]

GIIIIIIIIIIIIIIL!!

Guess what came in~? [She pokes a bit at her chest] Yep~!!

Not too bad, I think. Though I kinda need some more fitting clothes. These ones aren't comfy anymore..

OH!! You should let me see you!!

[A pause and she giggles, looking rather giddy about all of this and not hesitant at showing how proud she is about this]

[When the device flickers on, there's a long moment of silence and the sight of nothing but the backdrop of a room before Oz comes into view. Simply said, he looks a bit worn down and ragged. Blonde hair's a mess, green eyes look faded and his expression seems so drained, his skin a rather pale hue.

What one may notice is that he's not wearing a shirt. So everyone can see the thick white bandages wrapped tightly around his torso almost completely and the reason why people haven't seen much of him, red starting to show a bit beneath the bandages in a few places]

...I probably shouldn't be moving..

Oh. I.. hope everyone's okay.

I haven't had a chance to get out much. I guess what happened was fun but.. it kind of hurt me more.. [He touches his hand to his chest and it shows he's sitting on his bed now] Not that it matters. ~~He's probably going to hate me for it still~~

I need to make it up to someone for something.... something horrible that I did to him. It hurts. A lot. But... I know he probably hurts more so.. I have to.. [Trails off briefly]

I don't know what to do anymore. ~~He probably won't forgive me for that..~~

[[ooc: So... yeah. On Jan. 12 in this log here, After being severely injured by Vincent, Oz ended up shooting him and killed him. Gil saw it happen. So... Oz's feeling guilty to all high hell and even now has stayed in his room, not wanting to face Gil or anyone after what he'd done, even if it'd been to merely save his own life. So anyone feel like maybe trying to cheer him up?]]

Current Mood: drained

[The device clicks on and for a moment it's silent before this melody starts to play softly and then Oz's voice sounds. Maybe he didn't realize the comm'd clicked on but now that it's on, might as well use it]

I feel really bad that I missed the holiday stuff... [a pause] Maybe I shouldn't have went and wandered around the mansion for so long like that.

Though I wonder how everyone's doing. Anyone have some plans for the New Year?

I'd like to hear them if anyone's willing to share~~~

Oh~!! Gil also told me there's people here who are... [a pause as he thinks] human forms of nations or countries and said there's a lot of them here. I only wondered because I want to meet you all.

You'd make history seem so much cooler than what I learned in all of my textbooks!

Current Mood: bouncy

[The Video flickers on, showing the backdrop of a comfy little room before the blonde teen shows himself, and the first thing that's noticeable is that he's... sparkling. A lot. But he only seems to be amused by it]

...I like the decorations~

They're not that bad. At least i'm not singing like some are in this place.

Or glowing.

But I guess that'll come in time, right?

[A pause and he grins]

Hey~ Gil? Break? Have any of you ran into any of the decorations yet~?

Current Mood: amused

Hello~?

Is there anyone here? I guess not or someone would have shown up by now.

…I’m bored. So, if anyone does show up, can someone tell me what’s going on or what this place is?

Oh~

If anyone sees a useless servant with black hair and golden eyes, tell him to come find me. He’ll know who you mean~ ~~If this doesn’t get Gil to find me, I don’t know what else works.~~

There~. I’m done now~