substrictus: why does canon art look so good? (♠ Nobody's Home For Me...)
Oz Vessalius ([personal profile] substrictus) wrote2010-01-20 06:54 pm
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[When the device flickers on, there's a long moment of silence and the sight of nothing but the backdrop of a room before Oz comes into view. Simply said, he looks a bit worn down and ragged. Blonde hair's a mess, green eyes look faded and his expression seems so drained, his skin a rather pale hue.

What one may notice is that he's not wearing a shirt. So everyone can see the thick white bandages wrapped tightly around his torso almost completely and the reason why people haven't seen much of him, red starting to show a bit beneath the bandages in a few places]

...I probably shouldn't be moving..

Oh. I.. hope everyone's okay.

I haven't had a chance to get out much. I guess what happened was fun but.. it kind of hurt me more.. [He touches his hand to his chest and it shows he's sitting on his bed now] Not that it matters. He's probably going to hate me for it still

I need to make it up to someone for something.... something horrible that I did to him. It hurts. A lot. But... I know he probably hurts more so.. I have to.. [Trails off briefly]

I don't know what to do anymore. He probably won't forgive me for that..


[[ooc: So... yeah. On Jan. 12 in this log here, After being severely injured by Vincent, Oz ended up shooting him and killed him. Gil saw it happen. So... Oz's feeling guilty to all high hell and even now has stayed in his room, not wanting to face Gil or anyone after what he'd done, even if it'd been to merely save his own life. So anyone feel like maybe trying to cheer him up?]]

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Poland looks slightly concerned]

Whoa. You like, look like a total mess. What's up?

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[A blink. He looks a bit hesitant before he forces a rather fake smile on]

I... someone tried to kill me and... it backfired.

[Oz seems like he's calm as he says this but the pain is evident in his eyes]

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Poland's in a more "taking care of people" place than usual, thanks to his own recent trauma, so he's going to try to help even if he doesn't really... know how. At all.]

That blows. Is that why you look like you got hit by a wagon?

[Vague gestures indicating the area where Oz is all bandaged up]

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
[the smile fades a bit and he nods]

...Yeah. Pretty much.

It's probably gonna take a bit before they heal up though..

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[He looks pensive for a moment, then smiles.]

I like, met this girl who can heal people here! Do you know Aerith? That so sounds like something she might be able to help with!

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Aerith? I haven't met her yet.. [a pause]

There... really are people here who can heal people? But.. how is that possible?

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He shrugs]

I totally don't know how it works. I like, kinda thought she was a witch when she was talking about it, but she says in her world, it's just like, a totally natural skill people can learn. This place is mega-weird.

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
It seems that way, doesn't it.

I... heard people can come back from the dead. Is that true here..?

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
You like, heard they can what?

[Blink blink.]

...I... totally don't know. I've like, only been here a little while...

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
I heard that here, you don't really stay dead.. though it could be just a rumor.

[A very slight smile]

Me too. I haven't been here that long either.

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
... Wow. Yeah, I like, don't know, I'll have to ask the others...

[Little smile back!]

Uhm...s-so like, maybe we could learn more about it together! What's your name?

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Green eyes widen just a bit before he looks away, looking a bit unsure before he looks back once again]

I... my name's Oz. I... though we'd have to learn from my room since.. I shouldn't be moving too much.

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you'll like, be able to leave eventually, right? And I could totally ask my friend if there's something she can do! My name's like, Poland, by the way.

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Ah?! I... don't want to really bug anyone to help me. I'd... I don't know if they'd want to..

[A pause]

I... It's nice to meet you, Poland. You're.. uh.. one of the human countries, right?I mean the name might be obvious but I'm just guessing..
Edited 2010-01-21 05:42 (UTC)

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
Well, she was all like, offering to help if people got hurt fighting America earlier, so I totes don't think she's mind. It like, couldn't hurt to ask, right?

And yeah, I'm a nation. It's like, nice to meet you, too, Oz!

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 09:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! I... this has nothing to do with what happened with that time.. it.. it was after that.. but.. [sighs] If she really doesn't have a problem, then I don't.

[A small nod]

I.. so... you're all friends with the others, right?


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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll ask~

[Fidgets shyly]

...Uhm, I like, know most of them? Like, the ones who are from Europe and weren't born after the time I came from? And I-I'm friends with Liet, and like, Hungary, but I totes don't know if he's here...

[Because Hungary still hasn't realized she's not a dude in his time orz]

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. [A small nod follows that]

Oh?

[His mood seems to brighten a little, if only a bit] I hope I can meet them someday. They all seem so interesting.
Edited 2010-01-21 23:46 (UTC)

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[identity profile] reckless-eagle.livejournal.com 2010-01-22 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
No prob!

I probably like, need to talk to more of them, y'know? It's like... I'm way bad with strangers, they kinda freak me out, but I totes need to export my grain surpluses to someone, right?

[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Outside of the door, Gil waited almost fearful to enter. He had yelled so much at the boy. After he gulped down his fears he opened the door, looking inside arms fully of bandages.]

M-Master...Oz...

[His own expression was hidden behind his hair.]

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
...

[Looks over but then looks away from him]

Didn't... think you wanted to see me, Gil.

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Entering the room he went to the table dropping the bandages.]

Why would you think that?

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-21 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
...[Bangs cover his eyes]

...I killed him. Aren't you mad at me?

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
...I know...But it was to defend yourself...Oz...I...

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
...I... I've never taken a life before.

It... was accidental but he.. was your family...

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
[Making his way to the bed he sat down next to Oz, removing his hat and placing it on his head.]

...and you're my Master...I am upset Vincent did that...he is my brother. But Oz...

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Blinks at that before he raises a hand to touch the hat with a small smile before it fades a tiny bit at Gil's words]

...I... Gil... answer me honestly. Am I really that important to you?

That you can... forgive me for killing your brother?

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Returning the blink he places his hand on Oz's head.]

You are...You're my most important person.

...yes, he's alive now...

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
...I am? [He pauses for a moment before nodding slowly] Tell me that again, Gil. Promise me... that you really mean that.

[Oz's eyes widen at this] I... It's true they an come back from the dead then. Thought it was just a rumor..

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[He pulls him into a hug.] You're my most important person.

It's true...but he ran from me.

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[identity profile] substrictus.livejournal.com 2010-01-27 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[That actually makes him smile slightly and his body relaxes against Gil's a bit] I.. I'll hold you to that.

...Eh? Why... did he run? Do you think it's because of what happened...?

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[identity profile] servant-of-oz.livejournal.com 2010-01-28 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Just sits there holding him close.] You can...I won't break it.

...I think so...he said something about not worthy...not sure though.